Conrad

Bored...

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 14:39:11 GMT

This looks silly enough and I have the next two hours off...

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

Opening Credits:
Shostakovich Symphony No. 5 Movement 2

Waking Up:
The Distance - Cake

First Day At School:
This is Holloween - Danny Elfman

Falling In Love:
Sing A Song - Earth Wind and Fire

Losing Virginity:
Drunk Girl - Something Corporate

Fight Song:
Motivation - Sum 41

Breaking Up:
One Is the Lonliest - Three Dog Night

Prom:
I woke up in a car - Something Corporate

Life:
I wanna Live - The ramones

Mental Breakdown:
Cats In the Cradle - Simon and Garfunkle

Driving:
I might Be wrong - Radio Head

Flashback:
Aint No Sunshine - Tori Amos

Getting Back Together:
Coin-Operated Day - Dresden Dolls

Wedding:
Flora's Secret - Enya

Birth of Child:
Imaginary - Evanecence

Final Battle:
Not the One - The Offspring

Death Scene:
Reholder - A Perfect Circle

Funeral Song:
Jane - Ben Folds Five

End Credits:
Oh So Quiet - Bjork

Time To figure out what to do with myself till dance... This has been a fun distraction... Time to watch house

Thoughts

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:56:41 GMT

Heh a little debate I have been having with myself latey: What qualities in a person makes them worth while? I really want to be able to say how much they care for the people around them and how loyal they are to others, or just kindness. But sometimes I can't justify this because dumb people are absolutely infuriating. Lately all the faults of people have really made themselves clear to me, and I know I am not a perfect person myself; I am an asshole, I am constantly bitterly sarcastic, are don't care about other people's opinions often, and could give a damn about their emotional well being uless it was harmed by myself. Is that really me? or just some sick little lie I want to believe to detatch myself from people? or even getting myself hurt.... What about people around me, and even society... Can people really make it on their own without clinging to everyone around them? does society even exist? or is it just something we made up to make us feel better about us blindly chasing after our own ambitions "for the good of society"? Ok, More specific... what is art? why am I here? what good am I to this thing called society that I don't think I care about... Should this mind set be depressing? because I feel oddly numb to it... apathetic... Why have I changed so much over the last two years? I mean I am still happy... but happiness does not come from the people I think I thought I loved... Love... heh heh or does it? I think I want to like people... I think I miss affection... or maybe I don't recognize it anymore... I have grown up way too much this semester... Maybe it was just time... I don't know where the hell I am going to be in 5 months... or even want to do... Do I hate dance as much as I think I do? or do I want change... though it is widely believed that human beings are afraid of change... afraid of myself? the people around me?... I like to think of myself as being fearless, beyond of course latex baloons... Maybe I am afraid of the pain from loss and have turned apathetic to avoid everything... People have told me they miss who I used to be... What I used to stand for... is it better to possibly hurt the ones to love or not love at all... what an aweful word: love... I mean logically... that way nobody gets hurt... I mean maybe me, but better me be lonely sometimes than getting close to people only to leave in 4 months... is that any way to live ones life? What is life? I guess in order to be able to define it one must know what happens afterwords... is it just a period of time between deaths? Or does it really matter that much? Let the records show I am by no means suicidal by the way... maybe just a little to curious for my own good... that brings new meaning to the phrase curiosity killed that cat I guess... I miss the world... maybe if I had more things to do that walk around the woods and think I wouldn't have to analyze every small point in my life... I best go to bed before I fry my brain trying to figure out who I am... what life is... ect... I don't know whether it matters or not anyways...it has been about a year and a half since my last post I believe... I feel good about this... Things arn't bad... just different... 3,2,1 Lets Jam!

Thanks

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 08:52:46 GMT

So, I guess instead of laying in my bed not able to sleep for the next half hour, I decided maybe I can do some much needing updating of this bad boy. So my lappy is up, after a week of being a pain in the ass this piece of crap is running again so that is good, even though that all my pictures and game cracks were lost, oh well... I am really lonely, all I do every day now is sit around at a computer waiting for someone to call. Oh well my mom is going to be at work this week so that means I get the house to my self, if I wake up before she gets home that is. Wow it has been quite a while since I have updated this thing, I tried some time during the week but the computer I was on screwed up and everytihng that I typed was lost so I quit. It also felt really weird to not be updating on the lappy, it made me sad. Oh well... Wow updating this is getting me a lot not farther than I thought it would oh well I want to go to bed by 4 so I guess I still have a little time. I go back to interlochen shortly. The closer it comes the more optimistic I get on things. It has actually gotten to the point where I have a good feeling about this year, but then again, I have a purple carpet to put in my room, of course things are looking good, duh! Wowie I am actually getting tired maybe this is working, yay. I don't know if I really want to go to bed though, the last 3 nights I have been having this horrible nightmares where I wake up out of breath and in a cold sweat. And then I go back to bed but you know what, Dane Cook was right when he said that whenever you are having an amazing dream and you are woken up from it you can never get back into it, but when it is a nightmare you wake up from when you fall back asleep you are in it again. I love that man, he is like me, only not nearly as cool.... yup... hmmmm what else can we talk about.... hmm I am going to go I think

Week 3 day 2

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 03:20:47 GMT

Well the last few days have been interesting to say the least. Leeana and Julie came on Sunday... it was so amazing to see Leeana, I missed her so much.... Neile leaves tomorrow... I feel so bad for her... every day she works her ass off ass hard as she can but all she gets back is more back pain... I admire her so much for making it this far.... she is awesome. My ankle has only gotten worse... I really hope I can perform on Saturday... I don't know what it is or what to do for it, its so frustrating... gah... Kate left on Sunday... it was sad... I gave her a picture of us in Midnight blue and I wrote her a note... Micheal left too... so now there are only 3 guy dancers here... and on sunday its just going to be two of us so that means there is going to be a 4 - 1 counsulor to student ratio in our dorm... thats right... 4 to me... 4 to peter... that is going to be sketchy.... anyways... I am going to bed cause I am sad about Neile... goodnight

Mario Brothers 2

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 02:48:10 GMT

Another day at burklyn. I figured out how to use the snooze on my alarm clock this morning so it was a better day than yesterday. I went to ballet class and Pam gave me a pair of her pants so we matched. It was a pretty good class besides the fact my frickin ankle was just about to just come up and kick me in the balls it hurt so bad. I couldn't do variations, but thats not a lot of skin off my back. I mean I wish I could have done it but if there was a class I had to miss, that was the one that I wouldn't mind giving up. I got like a 6 hour break after that. Pam and Neile beat me with a wire coat hanger, that was sad, I am going to have a giant welt on my bum bum.... oh well I am a big boy :-) then I went back to my room and played super mario 2... that is one easy effin game... yah 6 hours later I went to mens class.... well I watched mens class... that was sad I really wanted to do that but there wasn't really a way too.... oh well... I wrote alot in my notebook so that was good. Then we had rehersal... that was kinda boring, its a cool piece but everyone has such a small repetive part that it just... yah. I came back quickly and took a shower and ran arthur to chill there cause I don't get into the whole lets sit around and watch tv thing that we have going on here. I don't get it those girls have so much energy. Jesus I am lucky if I can make it through my day without dying... oh well its all good. I really like this place... that make me feel like so much more than just a student... I kinda get the feeling from Interlochen sometimes, I get that feeling from interlochen alot, like all I am is a number that they are trying to move through... I dunno... The walk back to my dorm was really quiet... it was really cool...

Played in the rain

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 03:41:00 GMT

Today was the first day that I have been here that I did not have the will to get out of bed. I almost fell back to bed too which would have sucked alot. I pushed through variations class, my god is that class boring holy shit. Like I am sure when you are on pointe it is amazingly harder but otherwise like shit, we spent an hour warming up for something that I could do first thing as I got out of bed. Then we moved on to ballet class, it was better today than yesterday. We had some really fun combinations at center, but my ankle was effin killing me so I couldn't mark them... it was so weird, when I was just marking it my ankle hurt amazingly bad but once I got out on the floor and the music was playing and I was doing it full out I didn't feel anything... it was pretty cool. I should prolly ice that more but I'm not allowed out of my room. thats effin smart guys... wow Then I had pas class, meh.... meh... and more meh.... I went back and stole some food from the vending machines for neile and ellen... that was fun, I'm getting really good at it... I even got the grandma cookies, those were hard cause there were two spirals holding it on rather than one.... I rule. Then we had rehersal for 2 and a half hours and of course the guys have the rehersal in the very last slot so by the time we get all showered up and everything we have no time to go to the other dorm. that sucks. oh well, its a cool piece, yup..

Salt water taffy

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 03:34:03 GMT

I think I am going to start updating this more often now even though I have no time to. Today was an alright day. It started by me finally sewing up the holes in one of my tights... go me one down 2 to go.... I had variations class today... too bad it was girl variations so it was pretty much a whaste of time since I don't do pointe but that was ok cause it was a really easy class. We have a new teacher for ballet this week, he seems like a pretty cool guy, too bad I can never hear a word he says cause he is really soft spoken and has an english accent. oh well. I got like a 3 hour break today, it was pretty cool, so what do I do with my break? I go do my laundry, but Blaine and I got bored so we decided that we would steal food from the vending machine with a coat hanger, I came out with a kit kat bar, a pack of oreos, and some peanuts go me. Then I went and watched Team America with Sara and Pam, that was a blast. Then I had mens class, thats right, third mens class in one week, and it was fun... hint hint interlochen. the the piece I am in this week is really neat, its kinda dark and angry... I like dark and angry dances I dunno why, and the music is effin cool. then Blaine and I sat outside and then I saw Neile and we ate salt water taffy, end of day

End of 1st week

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 03:17:28 GMT

Well... I survived my first week of Burklyn. I had an amazing time in rehersals, I learned a ton about partnering, I met many amazing people and I learned a few things about myself. And starting as soon as I finish updating this I get to start it all over again. Today was a blast. I went to town with Ariel and Lizbeth... it is an amazingly small town that has a few cool places in it. Like the really bad chinese restraunt, the amazingly cramped and dirty grocery store, the head shop, the AMAZINGLY bad flea market where old women try to sell happy meal prizes as antiques... Sorry, I didn't understand pokemon has been around that long...then we got back and Ariel and I chilled for a while before going to dinner which was kinda bad. Then I was invited to a party... and what a party it was... like we played the snorting game... truth or dare... oh... and 10 fingers.... yah I got my ass kicked by girls who were up to 4 years younger than me.... well by ass kicked I mean they had more fingers down that me... it was sad.... and then I went to some Disney rap, but while I was there this girl told some really bad riddle

"In a middle of a cabin in the middle of no where a cat lays alone, dead in a puddle of water, how did it die?" so I answered exactly what anyone who is reading this would answer, "it was in the middle of nowhere alone so therefore it must have starved with no one to feed it or open a door for it to hunt." but no the answer was it went out and played in the snow and when the cat went inside the snow melted causing the leather collar that it was wearing to expand and kill it.

1.) I have never seen leather expand... if it did then cows would be used to soak up oil spills
2.) Having no thumbs, it would be impossible for a cat to open a door to get inside the cabin.
3.) If the cat would have gone through an open window or a kitty door the interior of the house would have been about equal to the teprature ouside so the snow would not have melted.
4.) CATS FUCKING HATE SNOW!

The end

Happy birthday Katie, you rock.

Burklyn

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 11:00:02 GMT

Well.... my 4th day at burklyn... I am so tired but I know its not worth going back to bed for half an hour. Tomorrow we go on stage with the piece we started learning on monday, it's so crazy, I am so excited/scared I don't know what to do with myself. Nah, I am sure it is going to be fine. I an amazing partner she is so dedicated and it is really fun to work with her. ok wow I am really amazingly tired so I am going to do and find something else to do with myself.

2 days...

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:26:11 GMT

Hey fools. Two more days till I go to burklyn.... and I sorta have mixed feelings.... and Ellen if you read this I am really sorry about taking them out on you.... I'm glad I have her as a friend, she always tells me what the fucks up.. I started listening to Bright eyes today... I really like them which is weird cause whenever else I have listened to them I didn't like them all that much.... my ductape back pack is about done... I am proud as peaches out it.... it is one hard core back pack... yup... I talked to Arthur today.... he is so cool... I miss him so much.... he seemed kinda down... I hope all is going well for him... I miss Colin... I found some recepies for Ramen Noodles online and I thought of him... we liked ramen... I am excited to room with him.... I might even go home with him sometime next year.... which would be cool... my wisdom teeth are about fully recovered.. it makes me happy I can eat solid food whenever I want in.... Mary and Chrissy came to mankato yesterday and they brought a friend... he was a cool dude... Mary broke her digital camera on my back lol.... cause we were dancing to the music in target and yah.. ouch... I talked to Elliot online last night.. I determined that we are ment for each other.... cause like I am kind of a boy.... and he is pretty much a girl... except for the whole penis thing so like yah..... he is cool as well... and always really cheery... then I talked to vince and his cousin kicked my ass at ffr but then we sent pictures back and forth while talking on the phone.... it was fun... then I took a picture of myself with my dagger in my mouth... I should post that... I am dumb...

Wisdom teeth suck

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 22:17:18 GMT

Ok, it has been about 2 days since I got my wisdom teeth out, and I still look like a fucking chipmonk but no, not on both sides, just on one fucking side, thats right, the other side looks normal. I can barely open my mouth wide enough to fit a spoon in there which sucks cause my mom got me a ton of chocolate and vanilla fun packs.... and jello. Mary was supposed to call me the last two nights now but she didn't. I guess it is a good thing that she didn't call last night because I went ot bed at like 7:30 thanks to my good friend Vicodin. then I woke up at like midnight and I couldn't sleep because my jaw hurt too bad so I went to get more Vicodin and stayed up for 3 hours downloading and listening to Atom and his package... yup that was happy. then I went to bed and woke up at like 10 today cause some jerk from Godfathers pizza decided to call and be like I have the wrong number.... thanks asshole. you have no idea how bored I was... I watched the Price is Right.... thats right... thats a whole new kind of bored wow my face is jaw is starting to hurt really bad again so I am going to go get more pain killers and then maybe call Mary...

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 05:29:25 GMT

These last couple days have been amazing. I got a hold of Keely, and we went out and saw a soft ball game, actually we spent more time looking for her cell phone... turns out it was in the back seat.... wow I already posted this didn't I..... well you get the point by now lol.... yesterday I went to her house again. It was really cool, we sat around for a few hours and played final fantasy X-2 I almost fell asleep on her couch cause I had gotten up at 7 because she was supposed to pick me up at 8... too bad she didn't wake up till 10 lol I love that girl. Then she took me to work with her so I got to chill at the mall for about 5 hours, it was cool though cause she let me use her cell phone to call Alison so then we went around around the mall for a really long time and managed to buy 1 game of air hocky (which didn't work cause some asshole decided to steal the puck... cause you know... I have never done that before in my life... nope not me...) 1 raspberry smoothy for me and one coffee for her. yup.... then I came back and got A/C in my room and it is orgasmic.... then today I stayed in bed all day... actually I had AC for longer than that.... oh well thats not important.... actually it is amazingly inportant to me... oh well, yah anyways yes bed all day... ALL DAY except for dinner which was outside.... thats my story

Spoiled steak

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 04:52:20 GMT

Blah, it's all over, my first year at interlochen. I am kind of dissipointed the way that it ended though, oh well the last week was pretty cool. Colin's mom was in town and invited me to stay with them in stone hotel for the rest of the time that I was there which was cool. It was really cool though cause colin was able to drive us around to traverse city where we would get sushi and doughnuts and eat them by the lake or in mc whorter. that was over a week ago though, jeez I havn't updated this thing in forever lol. I stayed at tylers the last two nights, it was pretty cool, I got to go 4 wheeling in the woods and we went fishing, I caught a fucking rock, thats right, a mother fucking rock, I kick ass. Mary was supposed to call me tonight but she didn't, it makes me sad but I am sure I will get over it. I saw alison two days ago for the first time since...spring break maybe? I don't think so but we will just stick with that. she is supposed to call me too, oh well. I she is prolly scared shitless of me since I almost killed her when I hugged/tackled her. I miss her. Kassi and I were supposed to chill too, too bad homegirl got grounded AGAIN. she looses, I havn't seen her in frickin forever either. I really need to find somethings to do while I am home, I don't want it to turn out like spring break where I had to spend my entire time rehersing for a ballet proformance. My mom left some meat out on the counter over night, then fed it to us today for dinner, I really don't want to get sick, that would suck. maybe I should go to bed.... blah why, its not like I have so much to do tomorrow

8 more days

Sat, 21 May 2005 03:19:18 GMT

Wow, this year has really gone by fast, its really depressing to think that I only have 8 more days to spend with the seniors that are here before they are gone forever. It's going to be hard to say good bye to them. But at least they are on to bigger and better things. We have had tech lately, and our first real performance, it went alright, I think it could have gone better but anywho.... that is all I am going to write cause I have to pack

18 days

Wed, 11 May 2005 03:11:56 GMT

its been a long time since I have updated, I have meant to for a long time but I just havn't gotten around to it. I've been really busy lately with rehersing and understuding. I hate understudying, and its just my luck that I get it for two straight semesters, hoo ray. I am pretty much done with it though, I don't think I am going to go to the cleaning things cause I am lazy and I can do the pieces clean enough, ms. Wendy has gotten really really mad about me sitting down during rehersals to, I don't get it, not only am I injured but I am not supposed to be be there anyways, I think the least she can do me is let me sit down during rehersals seeing as how I am a visual learner anyways. wow, so much rage, its a good thing I am getting out of here soon. oo and my mom now, holy shit, every day she seems to be getting more and more bitchy, I am sorry, maybe she is drinking, I don't know, and she is also starting to listen to me less and less, which is really really dumb because generally I put more thought into things than she does. Grr... we have a performance next week, I am really scared that my hip isn't going to get better for it. Grr again. I don't have many positive things to talk about at the moment seeing as how I just got done talking to my mom online so I think I am going to go to bed

Mom is dumb

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 03:37:59 GMT

Today was my last full day befor I go to back to Interlochen, so my mom decides that is it a perfect time to get piss drunk and then pick a fight with her boyfriend, thanks mom, fuck you. Shes been drinking alot lately, it really pisses me off, then she gets really emotional about stupid shit, then again I am cold and self centered as she puts it so I guess I am just wrong. I saw Matt and Nick today, that was about the greatest thing that ever happened to me, I missed Matt so much, he was one of my best friends for 3 years, hah hah I remember how we met. He decided he wanted to be my friend in 6th grade because I had a little toy lizard thing on my pencil and I sang "gettin jiggy with it" while violently moving it up and down the pencil during math. and like he knew the lyrics to One Week so that was the coolest fucking thing ever to me. hah hah we are so retarded. We decided to play fire cracker golf today, it was incredible. Basically you drill a hole into a golf ball and stick a fire cracker in there. Then get someone who is really dumb to light the fire cracker and get out of the way while you hit it. I talked to Colin a few days ago about us being roomates, I think we are going to do it, its going to be amazing. He is like the perfect roomate for me, not too loud, not too akward, not too clean or messy, just the right amount.

Random Test

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 23:29:37 GMT

Hee hee I found this in my friend’s lj and it looked like fun and I have like an hour to kill so hell might as well do it..

First best friend: Brent
First car: The mustang my grandpa has parked in out grauge, he doesn’t know that yet though
First real kiss: Alison?
First real break-up: hah I’m too much of a pussy
First screen name: herniaboy106
First self purchased album: pshhht who buys cds?
First funeral: I don’t remember who it was… I was like 5
First pets: it was either Chappy the cat or Pepper and Curly the hermit crabs…
First piercing/tattoo: none yet
First credit card: I think I still have it….somewhere
First true love: ...
First enemy: Garreth?
First big trip: North Carolina to grandmas!!!
First music you remember hearing in your house: Elton John

l a s t s
Last car ride: To ballet rehearsal
Last kiss: real kiss? Alison?
Last good cry: the night before Christmas break
Last library book checked out: Ah the stupid shit as one for Spanish!
Last movie seen at the movies?: Shrek 2
Last beverage drank: mango orange juice
Last food consumed: fudge cake/fudgecicle
Last phone call: Mom telling me how to make the chicken enchiladas
Last time showered: 2 hours ago
Last shoes worn: my snow boots
Last item bought: prolly secret cupid present lol
Last annoyance: Mom telling me how to make the chicken enchiladas
Last time wanting to die: hah like 8th grade?
Last time scolded: I don’t remember, prolly when my mom was telling me how to make the chicken enchiladas

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Colin, Charlie, Tyler, Kendra, Alison, Kassi, Holt, Leah, Arthur, Keely, Mary, Allie, Pickle, Trinette. Amanda, Catherine
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No…. triste

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Spencers
02. any tattoos or piercing? nope
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essences
03. what are you most scared of? Not making the most out of life
04. what are you listening to right now? Coheed and Cambria
05. where do you want to get married? What the fuck kind of question is that?
06. how many buddies are online right now? 200 + 33 + 8 + 91 + 7
07. what would you change about yourself? Fuck you asshole
f a v o r i t e s -
01. color: Yellow and green
02. food: Chocolate Pudding… chocolate…. Artificial orange flavoring, vanilla ice cream
03. boys' names: Kahoku
04. girls' names: Felicity
05. subjects in school: …I get academic credits for dance, does that count? That or science
06. animals: Cheetah
07. sports: Swimming/diving, BMX, football.
08. perfume: Can’t say I know many by name…
09. cologne: Tommy (smells like Thom <3)

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? My self… oh and my uncles dog…
02. done any drugs? no
03. bungee jumped? Hah hah kick ass mother fucker… no
04. made yourself throw up? I swear to God it was a dare
05. skinny dipped? no
06: been in love? yes
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? no
09. actually seen your crush naked? no
10. cried when someone died? Do pets count? If so yah
11. lied? Hah hah
12. fallen for your best friend? yah
13. been rejected? Not really, never really tried in the first place though
14. rejected someone? yah
15. used someone? Eww no what the fuck
16. done something you regret? yeah

c u r r e n t
clothes: Harid pants and Bryans shirt
music: Reel Big Fish
make-up: no
annoyance: my back is getting kinda soar
smell: My house
favorite artist: Weird al
desktop picture: I pasted Colin Holt Patrick Dria Charlie and my face onto a back round from homestarrunner.com
cd in player: I emptied it out before I came here
dvd in player: Shrek 2
color of toenails: Colorless I guess

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Mom
hugged: Mom
you imed: Fana

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: ummmm not sure? Ooo! Arthur when he kicks my ass at Half-life
slap: Arthur when he kicks my ass at Half-life
look like: Shrek
talk to offline: Kassi
talk to online: Kassi
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: Asking myself why the fuck did I sign up for morning food service
all i need is: Girlfriend?
love is: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
what do you notice first: Eyes
last person you danced with: Cathline
worst question to ask: ask away
who makes you laugh the most: Colin
who makes you smile: Colin
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Most theater majors, Paul, most voice majors
who do you have a crush on: hah hah I’m not telling you mutha fucka!!!
who has a crush on you: the whole fucking world bitch!!!

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 37… no 192
of hearts i have broken: maybe 1 or 2
of guys i've kissed: 1
of girls i've kissed: 1
of continents i have lived in: North America I guess
of cds i own: around like 120
of scars on body: around 20

Just talked to Brent

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 06:12:07 GMT

So spring break get an ultimate fail this year. So far that is, but I talked to Brent today. I always feel really bad when I talk to him because for the longest time I all I wanted was to screw him over. Oh well, life moves on, and so has he so its time I do. We just had an amazing conversation, or atleast by my standards it was, then again just hearing from him was cool. I went to rehersals again today, my God these people know how to make someone feel akward. Ok so I havn't seen many of these people for at least half a year, nobody even says hi to me!!! Fucking akward. I guess their not to fond of me there, which is funny cause I don't remember doing anything to them. Oh well life goes on. I watched Joe Dirt tonight anyways I am going now

Spring break 05

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 06:54:21 GMT

hah hah wow I am pretty freakin bored. So bored in fact that I almost miss Interlochen. Spring break so far is going pretty well, if anyone from home is reading this, you should skip school and call me because I am bored. I rehersed for Annmarie's peice yesterday and I am going to tomorrow. Its pretty fun, but always akward cause I never know what to say to the other kids so I just shut up and get in a corner. I went out with Alison today to see an orchestra concert. I don't know why but it felt so akward, I guess prolly because so much time has gone by and we have both changed so much that we don't know what to think of the other person maybe? I don't know but it was great to see her. I got to see a lot of people today actually, it was pretty cool. I think I am going to school on thursday, I am excited about that. I talked to an old friend from Harid today, that was akward lol but it was fun to hear from her. Heh I hate to admit it but She will be loved by Maroon 5 is a really good song...wow I am prolly going to hell for saying that, oh well, its true. Grr my new anti virus isn't finding anything, it kinda makes me mad cause I wanted to see how well it worked... guess it gives me an excuse to go look at porn.... totally just kidding. Internet porn is so nasty... *coughs* anyways. Do you ever talk to someone just to see how miserable they are? its kinda fun sometimes, especially when its over nothing and you are just like.... yah. I know that is really evil but trust me, any body reading any live journal knows what I am talking about. wow that was almost deep lol. I really need to stop listening to this song, my computer might puke on me. HAH yes the anti virus found something!! Kick ass!! wow I have been sitting in this bed staring at this computer screen for way to long heh heh. ok that made me happy... shit it just found another... and it was the same one... lol HOLY FUCK A THRID ONE THAT WAS THE SAME!!! DAMN wow this is about the coolest thing that has happened this vacation I think it is done finding them now, sad.. oh well. I think I am done for tonight so yah (and a 4th)

8 days in 27 minutes!!!

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:51:54 GMT

to anyone at home who is reading this you should get ready to light shit on fire cause I am comming back in 8 days and am soooo excited about it!!! I am talking to Trinet online, I have decieded that she is the greatest person in the world and is therefor related me ;-). I tested out Dramamine yesterday cause Colin and Drea dared me. It works really well cause I went outside and spun around in circles for ever and ever and never felt it. Then I went to Drue's rehersal and fell alseep on the ground for almost the entire time. The sad part is that he said sorry to me cause he called me in for almost no reason but it was pretty cool I guess. I am doing so amazingly it almost pisses me off. Alright I guess I have a secret admirer unless someone is just being silly and decieded to write a note to me saying it and then later be like "Ha ha you are a loser and you smell like a cow pie ouside in august!!!" or something like that anyways "id suck a fart out of your ass and hold it like a bong hit" I know that was almost random, I think that is the greatest pick up line ever it makes me happy. grr internet shuts off in 17 minutes stupid tech office I want to kill you all. I watched Princess Monenoke and Spirited away, it made me think of Alison, I miss her and Kassi we have to rock a mad fucking sakter party when I get back. http://linesthataregood.com/
Why did my roomate have to go to bed so early tonight, its so funny I sould prolly post my idea about how theater majors and Dance majors are completely opposite people

Dance majors are normally very in shape when really they think that they are fat and nasty
Theater majors think they are really in shape when actually they are fat and nasty

Dance majors when talking will get the point across whithout saying much
Theater majors talk forever about nothing (or at least in english class they do.)

Dance majors think little of physical activity seeing as they do 6 hours of dancing a day
Theater majors bitch and moan constantly about how they have to spend 3 minute walking to phenox but aren't smart enough if it is really that hard to take a bike

if anyone else has anything else to ad you can post or not that is cool too. I should prolly update my my profile thing on here I sound like I did last year which is pretty much what I sound like this year actually. Talked to Pickle today, that was amazing. Talked to Amanda today too so that was amazing. over all I am just amazing I guess. anyways I am going to go to the bath room and while I am up I am going to go to bed

-Senora didn't know how to day Jiggawha in spanish
ok goodnight

Oscars

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 03:41:11 GMT

So tonight I went to the oscars in Corson, it was fun to once again dress up like a complete douche and annoyingly take pictures of stupid shit, then Colin and Dria got akward so I went and sat by Thom. I love him. Then we left (Colin and yah) and I got to go to go to tj and watch Colin and Dria be akward. then I came here (to my room). I guess Emily isn't going to pbt this summer which almost completly defeats the purpose of going, oh well. I think am getting sick. I don't want to have to sign in oh well. I got to do tech today, that was pretty shitty and time consuming for what we got done (in my opinion). Yah guess tonight wasn't a great night.

Shin splints

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 04:15:48 GMT

Alright over the last two days I think it was since I have last updated, I have determined that Colin is officially ignoring me, I have determined that my shin really hurts, so then I went and worked out with Saxon which ultimately lead to jumping around on concrete and then to playing basketball, I never quit amazing my self with my level of intellegence, now if only I could spell it. I go into tech in two days, I am kinda excited cause I'm not going to have anything to do, I mean I am going to be in a theater for I don't know however many hours a night but for maybe 2 minutes of dancing. It is going to give me a great chance to play some of the new video games I have downloaded. I had a pretty good ballet class and I was able to take a page and a half of notes on it which isn't bad for me at all. I have also determined that eating is not bad which I guess is always good. I am really excited about going to pbt again this summer, Dj and I are prolly going to be roomates and we will rock mad skater parties every night in room 208 :-) *giggles at his own comment* wow I really want to go to bed.

Snow day

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 02:55:45 GMT

Wow its been a while since I have touched this heh heh ok so recently:

-Colin got yet another girlfriend so we are once again going though the Ignore Conrad Stage.

-I Almost killed Elisa three times in one rehearsal.

-I Was accepted to PBT (finally! ^.^).

-I Decided that I really really need to go to PBT.

-I Had a Snow Day.

-I Finally learned most of Thom's piece, still waiting for Holt to drop dead, I should prolly try harder.

-I Decided that if DJ is extended day next year he has to be my roommate even if he doesn't want to.

-I talked to Catherine on the phone for an hour.

-I got slapped in the face by Cara

-I Discovered that this is a very efficient way of updating ones live journal.

-I went to a screemo concert here and got my head hit so hard in the mosh pit I started tasting ash.

-I Became hall assistant

-I learned how to dance

-I took general dance

-I figured out that I really like Fall Out Boy

-I discovered that I should update my picture, seeing as how I got a digital camera and all

-I decided that I am going to have people call me DJ because my initials are C.D.J.

-I got 3 consecutive A's on my spanish tests.

-Paul switched food service days so now I have it with him ^.^

Richard Cheese

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 03:26:56 GMT

Ok, I am back now after being so rudely interupted by Drue's rehersal and english homework. Today I learned ok I guess I am playing my moms boyfriend in pool... lataz

Valentines Day

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:57:06 GMT

today was/is pretty shitty cause the weather is being a bitch, I just spent 3 hours on a computer doing some stupid shit on a computer for spanish, I have to go to Drew's rehersal in 18 minutes and I have to study for english. I got my grades on... I forget when, I got 3 A- 2 B+ 1 B 1 C+ and 1 C, my mom is so proud of me its funny cause she would have killed me if had goten anything under a B any other year, oh well can't complain there. I went to the Middle School dance with Colin on saturday and he started making out with his girlfrien so that was akward and I left, then I went back with Holt and we started a moshpit during Barbie girl and that was fun, everyone got really pissed off at us though, sucks for them, then I watched The Grudge in Holts room, it was one of those Horror movies that you can't help but laugh at because the people in it are so fucking stupid, then again, isn't that what all horror movies are like? I went to brunch with Colin the next morning and I am almost the official hall assistant of my hall which is amazingly cool cause the lady said I get out of food service :-D I forgot what I did for the rest of the day... wait thats right, I spent another 3 fucking hours at a computer doing my spanish thing, FUCK YOU SENORA LACROSS su vagina huele como leche podrida y semen estancado ^.^ alright I have to go to drews rehersal now, lataz.